Today I woke up, showered, cleaned the house, and waited until it was time to go to the hospital. For the last two weeks anytime I got a chance I cleaned my house and tried to organize. I packed my kids up to go to the Aunts houses for later in the week. I got all their school clothes ready. I wrote each child a not for each day that I would be gone. Hopefully they would know how much I love them. I also gave each child my love through a gift. Each got a heart necklace or tie tack and a teddy bear.
When getting to the hospital I was surprised to see my mom talking to someone in my ward. Her husband was also having surgery today! It wasn't long before I went and got started getting ready for surgery. I got dressed, got my chest drew on, made sure I wasn't pregnant, etc. I was a thrilling time. Then we waited.
They took me and I remember nothing. I don't remember anything until I was in the room that I would spend the night in and even that is hit and miss. I really don't remember much of the whole day. I remember my mom kissing my forehead, my daughter coming and giving me Deep Blue for my back. That's about it. I do remember wanting to get up and finding I couldn't even walk to the bathroom with out being sick to my tummy. The weirdest thing was that my right hand was completely numb. No feeling at all.
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